too fast, too slow, too much, not enough,too light, too dark,
So many emotions and not enough time in a day to appreciate all of them. Mastectomy is coming up for Tuesday, yes, Melbourne Cup Day..................at least everyone will be happy and in a good mood. I hope the surgeons don't have access to the race while they are in theater.......
Trying to tidy up around the place, knowing I won't be able to do much when I get out of hospital. Why is it I give a hoot how the house looks, when I have been diagnosed with Breast Cancer and my future health is on the line.??Life still happens around breast cancer. Balance is the key. But how do I do that.? Who is going to show me the way? book's, dvd's, cd's, internet, friends, family so many resources everywhere.? Just chill, breathe in, breathe out. No need to rush. No need to think too much. Let the sun shine in. Relax. Maybe wear a lovely dress and a colorful fascinator, lay down a picnic rug, enjoy a glass of sparkling wine and watch the passing parade.
