Hello Cashalina! This was my world a few weeks ago and I understand completely the whirlwind your mind is going through........Be Kind to yourself, this is your time to put yourself first and to let people nurture and to love you!! I had my double masectomy 3 and 1/2 weeks ago and I came home with drains and plenty of strong painkillers and I am feeling much better now that the surgery is behind me. I think the "waiting" in the Cancer journey is often the hardest thing to get used to. There is so much help and support out here for Breast Cancer but don't feel too overwhelmed, take it a day at a time!! Best wishes on your surgery and recovery! Much love - Cath XXXXX
