Keiley
10 years agoMember
the rollercoaster
Well, just as it starts sinking in, today the breast nurse from the breast clinic at the hospital calls me to come in first thing Thursday to meet the surgeon. Goodness me! For the past few weeks I'v...
Hi Keiley,
The first month flusters are still going strong I see. Those spinning plates just keep on piling up don't they!
Yeah, those tears can't be forced, but I actually do hope they come soon for you. It's a good relief. As Karen described, they'll probably be triggered by something seemingly silly and without warning.
Don't be surprised if you're standing in the kitchen and end up staring blankly at mushrooms, fixated on one that you've convinced yourself is a more warped shape than the others, and get the urge to kick them all across the room because it reminded you of how a cancer cell looks different to healthy ones. Whole box of mushrooms tainted. STUPID MUSHROOMS. I HATE THESE MUSHROOMS.
I wish that was my story, it's way more interesting than burning yourself on the oven and thinking "What's next?"
- Rebecca
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