Shaylls, so sorry to hear of the news so far for you. It becomes almost surreal doesn't it? as it all happens so quickly, seems to go from nothing to complete chaos. I think the not knowing is the worst, I found for myself once I knew all results and the complexity of the whole thing, I then could understand what my treatment plan was going to be and why. None of it easy...wishing you good results for full body scan. I had that done last July after I had a recurrence in my left breast, it was Stage 3 Aggressive. It does sound like you will have Chemo and Rads based on what youve said this far, all I can say having traveled this road for 5yrs and gone through it twice is take a day at a time...Hugs, we are all here listening and wanting to help in any way we can. Hugs Melinda xo