squirrel
7 years agoMember
Tamoxifen..a small nightmare, but are the alternatives better
Hello, I am one of the lucky ones..lumpectomy, sentinel node, chemo and radiation, all of which I flew through, running each day, exercising, trying to get back to the old me. I started Tamoxifen September 2016, and managed to get to January 2017, where I told the oncologist it was painful on my joints, a bit of oedema in my legs, I had stopped running because it hurt, I shuffled at night and could I take a break. We negotiated a 3 weeks on tamoxifen/1 week off regime and that gave me the ability to survive it. I was also becoming a teary anxious mess, effecting my work, and life in general. 12 months ago I took time out to look after my mental health to deal with multiple impacts on my mental well being.
I saw the oncologist a few months ago, and he asked how i was...breast is fine, but I couldn't manage my head space. Blood test indicated I am through menopause, and he suggested I try Arimidex, as some people cannot take Tamoxifen. I looked at the side effects of Arimidex, and all I can see is mood disturbances, depression, bone pain, arthritis...all the challenges I am currently having. I had a 6 week break from Tamoxifen, and wow...I felt like a new woman...mobile, pain free, clarity in my thoughts. I am too scared to try Arimidex in-case it is worse, so have started back on Tamoxifen. I really want to go off any drugs. Does anyone have any suggestions, ideas, insight please.