I suffer with anxiety too. I had my first round last Thursday and was also terrified. The nurses were amazing. So professional and confident. I had a reaction to one of my drugs and they dealt with it so efficiently I was not even freaked by it at all. Some of the side effects have been tough for me. Intense nausea was by far my worst, but I'm a little better each day and they have promised me a different plan for next round. If it helps, I'm heading towards my next round without the intense anxiety of the first. The worry was far worse than the reality. All the best.