Sweating bullets
Waiting for surgery. Tic toc tic toc.
Praying my nodes are clear. The longer I wait the worse it gets....
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oh great news.
What the hell are you doing awake babe? Did you have a partial mastectomy?
- Out and proud girls! Prelim nodes are clear, and the mofos better stay that way! A little sore, got my wee arm pillow and 2 endone!
Hey Dan
You up? How are you feeling? Hope none of it has knocked you around too much.
Thinking of you
Tania xxx
- Thanks Narelle, you are exactly right. We are the only ones who know what we are going through. Love hugs and white light for you. Am praying for the best outcomes for your surgery xxx Dan
Hi DansBoobs
It is a big toss up between the waiting game and treading in to the unknown. It does make you stronger and once you have got through it MOST of the time you go hey that wasn't so bad. It makes you a lot stronger and proud of yourself. It is very tough though and not a nice ride of anyone, including loved ones.
Good luck luvy
Mich xo
That does make things worse, as you wait and wait. It is always nice to be the first cab off the rank ?. I was done at about 3:30pm and it was a long wait as I had to be at the hospital at 8am for my pre-sentinel node biopsy thingy.
- Thanks shaz and Annie, still here! 2nd to last on the list!
The waiting REALLY is the WORST and It really is torture.
It is a sad thing that we have to wait for anything, let alone everything - testing, diagnosis, surgery, results, treatment ect etc.
But we can and do make it through, and I think it makes us stonger for it (although we really could do without it).
Good Luck for today, I realise it is probably too late now, as you are probably already at the hospital, if not in surgery - But GOOD LUCK (not that you will need it, everything will be fine and it is a mental relief to know the tumour is out of your body).
Talk to you when you are out the other side and the tumour is out.
Good luck i think the waiting is the worst part of the whole thing.The fear of the unknown! Take it easy after surgery its a big opp.Takes a while to get over.
Lots of hugs xx
