Sweating bullets
Waiting for surgery. Tic toc tic toc.
Praying my nodes are clear. The longer I wait the worse it gets....
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The waiting REALLY is the WORST and It really is torture.
It is a sad thing that we have to wait for anything, let alone everything - testing, diagnosis, surgery, results, treatment ect etc.
But we can and do make it through, and I think it makes us stonger for it (although we really could do without it).
Good Luck for today, I realise it is probably too late now, as you are probably already at the hospital, if not in surgery - But GOOD LUCK (not that you will need it, everything will be fine and it is a mental relief to know the tumour is out of your body).
Talk to you when you are out the other side and the tumour is out.