Hi Jacqui. Its like your mind is on a roller coaster and it just won't stop. Sleeping just didn't happen and my stress levels were through the roof. I think now it was the unknown of what will happen to your body and how will it cope with operations and chemo. After a bilateral mastectomy and node disection I am now onto 2nd round chemo. I really cant believe where the time has gone. Its just a blur. Day by day Jacqui is all I can say and you will know what decisions you need to make for you. Hugs to you and thinking of you. X Airlie ??