Hey @Deanne. Thank you for your thoughtful answer. The part about "absolutely amazing bits" brought tears to my eyes. So hard to conceive of anything amazing happening right now. I hope one day I can report back and say they have. I know I have to keep plodding forward and clearing each obstacle as it arises, like life in general of course. But BC is a real spanner in the works, and so many choices have already been taken away from me. I want to feel joy and hope again. I will try to take heart that your five years has not been a time of suffering. Congrats on almost reaching that magic mark. K