Hi Tanyal,
Sorry you have found yourself here but you are in good company.
I can't add much to what has already been posted, but just wanted to offer you my support and to send you hugs.
When I was first diagnosed it was a shock, as it is to everyone, and I did shed a tear or 2 but within minutes I found this strength ... no idea where it came from ... but I was okay with it. Just knew I had to go through the motions and get things done. But then I hit a wall once or twice and it was a relief to have this site to go to.
I'm sure your husband and family will be there for you, no matter what, but if there are times when you want to ask a question or need advice or just want to talk or rant the wonderful ladies here will be a great help.
All the best
San-Dee