Shut up world!
Day 3 - after round six.
I hate this stage after chemo.... Angry depression.... I'm angry at everything, no patience, any noise, all of this.... The world.... I feel like the world should stop beca...
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Yes - the 'joys' of steroids.... know it too well - when I am capable of arguing with and snapping at not just those arround me but could easily argue with the light fixtures and 'bark' at them... So instead I try to zip it and not communicate which usually makes it worse as then am cranky altogether and the omly time I open my mouth is to chew up a poor unsuspecting well meaning person or to burst into a self pitying 'I am a victim - nobody cares for me' woosing ????????
Grumble away my dear. We get it. As you said, another day or two and the cloud will lift and I know your family gets it - they know it is the bloody meds and chemo drugs and nobody need be forgiving anyone for anything... There is nothing you could be doing differently and I bet that even the stuff you thing you may have done 'wrong' they did not even notice.
Sleep, rest and grumble and snap when you feel like it. No apologies or need for forgivness - be kind to yourself and remember - this is the last time - the last round and counting down so who cares about what stupid drugs make you think and feel in a single passing moment...
They all love you as do we ????????????????
Jel.