I'm cant believe you had a double and it still came back after 10 years where your seroma is that's bullshit isnt it. I'm about to have my other boob off as a preventative as I thought I would avoid that. I am very lucky to never had any concerns with a seroma but I'm sending you a big hug and wish you all the very best with your treatment I understand how your body is conspiring with your mind, its doing it to me now too!! Chemo has come a long way in 10 years so my oncologist said so hopefully you will get through it all ok. I wasn't too bad I had 4 AC and 4 taxol and still managed to function with day to day stuff. I finished 5 weeks ago. Margie