Second Re-excision
Finally, my second re-excision is booked for 24th February as my margins were not clear after my lumpectomy. I had a good discussion with my breast surgeon who did say it would affect the look of my breast (it looks great after my lumpectomy). It will be a relatively simple operation in which he will remove the scar tissue and then take further tissue to get clear margins. With the scar tissue being removed it will leave a deeper dent on the top left of my left breast.
He also said that as the tissue taken previously was larger than expected (18 mm) he could not be sure what the outcome would be, but hopefully he would not find something untoward and that my cancer would still be in situ and non invasive.
He also said that at present he did not feel that a mastectomy was warranted as the cancer is insitu and non invasive (even though my gut feeling is that I would prefer a mastectomy) as he feels a good outcome can be and will be achieved. My husband agrees with my surgeon's advice and I guess I can see where they are coming from but I worry about the presence of comedo narcrosis and what this means for future recurrence.
I also asked about my hormone receptor status. He said that pathology does not do hormone receptor status for insitu non invasive pre cancerous DCIS which I find very strange as he did mention I may have to have hormone therapy (along with radiation which he told me I will need!) I am now wondering if the pathologist did not test my hormone receptor status because my margins were not clear? ( I would have also thought my Hormone Recetor Status would have been shown on my first biopsy report when I was diagnosed with DCIS)
I wish I knew what my hormone receptor status was as I feel I don't have all the information I need re second excision versus mastectomy especially as I have comedo narcrosis present.
When I asked about plastic surgery, if my breast was badly deformed with the removal of the scar tissue and extra tissue, my breast surgeon said that this was a possibility but more so to my right breast (to match the left). My left breast is larger than my right (this may be due to my recent operation) and one only hopes my left breast will shrink during radiation (though knowing my luck it will probably grow!)
I know I am probably over reacting and am being very emotional but honestly I would prefer to have both breasts lopped off and not have to worry about what my future holds for recurrence. I'd also love to avoid radiation but this is not possible because of the presence of comedo narcosis in my left breast.
My husband thinks differently from me. His view is "we will take one step at a time and worry about things later". That's really not me. I'd like to know where the steps may lead and what my options/outcomes are before making a decision!
I will have that second re-excision but wish I had more information about my Hormone Receptor Status and what my recurrence rate might be - it seems strange that you don't know these until after you have made a decision to have a second re-excision rather than a mastectomy!