Hi Tracy, you don't have to try harder today, you don't have to be strong...... just be...... be you, the amazing, passionate, creative, wonderful person that you are. bc sucks and somehow the lifesaving treatment only makes you feel worse than the c did, but no matter how awful it is just now, I promise you this will pass. There are better days ahead and so much that is good in life for you and your family to look forward to. That b_ tch bc has taken from you your health and that feeling of being safe in your world, only for a few months while you have treatment. Yeah I know that horrible feeling of chemo being more than we can handle, but don't let that b_tch rob you of what really matters in life - love, hope and the belief that there are better days ahead. And on those days when you just don't wanna be strong, know that we are here, thinking of you, praying for you, chearing you on. You're not alone xXx