Hi Tracy, you read my mind. I feel like we are identical sisters as I feel exactly the same way at the moment and have had my own mini breakdowns this week including throwing a towel over the mirror in my bathroom because I just don't want to look at myself anymore. I am SOOO over this. God I hope we both feel better soon. I would normally say something to you like stay strong, hang in there, this will pass, but as I am feeling the same and I wouldn't want to hear that at the moment I am going to say "Get Stuffed Cancer" and "I am so pissed with you Cancer" instead. Sometimes it feels better just to be angry and I am angry that you have to feel this way.
Sending angry, but hopefully comforting hugs your way,
Nadine