This....I could have written myself. I was scared to get down and be real, put these words I feel on paper so to speak. Your words and mantra are mine. Well....we can share them and I feel if brave enough others will too. Today I had my second cycle (see I can now talk the chemo talk.....won't join the chemo coffee club though).
I am tripple neg inflammatory breast cancer, there, I said it.
The doctors don't quite know what to make of me, I ask for the facts, no sugar, this is a relief for them I see. Their faces light up, finally someone that wants to learn, educate, get down and serious about combatting the real stuff.
I don't have time to pay this misery, I'm into positive power and putting this thing to bed. I work with children K-6 and from violent, unloved backgrounds. This is my distractions. These kids need me, I now need them. Keeping it natural and the 'same' is what I need to get me through.
Keeping things in order is a big one. I hear you so loud. There is no time for unorderly things. I am in control of that and I seem to shine with order. The steps are the steps, let me walk this one and I will show you the order of this . I am so happy to read your words, thank you Sue.. A kindred spirit.
I have now had round 2 of chemo and I begin again. You, my friend are so much further along. I wish you well and with all the power to you. Let's win ahy?
xoxo Jackie
