Not sure what I'm meant to be feeling
I went and had the mapping session for radiotherapy yesterday. Start treatment sessions next Thurs. I am just going through the motions.
I am feeling nothing right now. I think I am exhausted a...
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Hi Jacqui,
Someone on here once told me cancer is cancer, no matter the size or treatment, and it is with you always. It's a rotten roller coaster we are all on. I'm good one day, bad another, and a stark raving mad bitch the next. I think it is all part and parcel of this ginormous thing in our lives and you are entitled. Entitled to veg out, hide under the doona, sit in the sun, paint or not paint, read or not read, feel or not feel.
It's still early days for you, I remember you were diagnosed not long after I was. You have a good team at the hospital, reach out and talk to them. There are so many people and services out there waiting and willing to help. And there are so many here for the kind of support we all need, especially during the wee hours of the morning when our computers seem to be all we have.
Lots of hugs
San-Dee