Hi Helen,
I felt like a fraud coming on here too as it is my daughter who has BC not me :( I bet you are reading this in tears I did when I first posted and the ladies answered me and they knew how I was feeling, I have felt the love and friendship from all the lovely ladies on here and so will you :)
Try not to beat your self up over not doing your mm its in the past it is what it is... I hope you don't get the awful phone call but if you do you will need your strength to fight and we will be there for you every step of the way
Big cyber hugs for you take a deep breath and don't stress (yeah I know easier said than done )
X fingers for a good result
Cheers Sue xxx