@2MC Yes I understand what you mean about the fear and anxiety, it’s lonely isn’t it. Even with the best supports and love, it’s so tough mentally and physically. My experience is that on the EC (like AC) I had some similar experience each fortnight and some different, including the responses I got to the white cell injection. It always did it’s job, but that did mean I had one cycle when the bone marrow was slower to respond and I got neutropenia and fever and ended up in ED. Other times it got me super good white cells, so who’s to know?? My take is don’t anticipate the worst - we vary between cycles quite a bit and next one could be better! Lots of love Tinks xx