My Update

So yesterday I had my 2nd colonoscopy in a week....and we know the prep for that is not delicious.  First one the biopsies were not taken from tumour (insert head slap here!)
Anyway - next week I get my chest port in for chemo.....which I can't start until the biopsy results back..see Oncologist Jan 5th oh plus an MRI next week too......
Until then I deal with the uncomfortable abdomen...no one has offered any comfort really - but hey it's xmas....I think they are all just in the merry mood....I'm not.

I'm still so in the dark as to can this be controlled, is it too far spread.

After colonoscopy I was mortified when the nurse came to bedside with my results and started reading it out loud for all to hear in recovery...mentioning cancer etc ....I kept saying I can read it myself .....OMG most my family don't know whats going on - until I have more to tell them and this witch was telling the world, very very very unprofessional!!
This was in the public system as was urgent, my first was in private one - theatre was all good in both.......I'm not sure how I am remaining calm but my aim is to beat this -