Thinking of you over Xmas, @LucyBell xx
OMG - don't you HATE that picoprep for the colonoscopy!? I reckon I should have lost a kg or two - but didn't!
I hope the port fitting goes well ... and you'll have your game plan 'soon' ... try not to get ahead of yourself, worrying about the treatment .. they will have the best game plan for you xx
Yep, as @Cath62 says - keep as busy as you can in the meantime - and afterwards as well .... it helps control the wandering mind ...
take care & all the best xx