Most Worried So Far
Throughout this whole journey now is when I am feeling the most worried and vulnerable, not sure why but felt the need to get it all out and telling my loved ones doesn't help - they try so hard but they cannot understand this part of it. I have my 4th (out of 6) chemo treatment on Monday which is docetaxel and Herceptin - last 3 were FEC. After the 3rd FEC my nausea was bearable but annoying and now I find the ability to gag at a lot of things that normally wouldn't affect me. After my heart scan yesterday I felt sick like after a chemo treatment (and this is my good week) from the nuclear stuff they put back in. After reading some comments about docetaxel it has really made me nervous, even though some ladies found it easier than FEC. I'm prepared- nails polished dark, constipation, diarrhoea and reflux med's purchased. Not sure if there is anything I can do to stop the possibility of neuropathy though.
I'm saying stuff the positive attitude - I am going in thinking that this will be the worst yet and just maybe it might not be as bad as I am expecting!!
Kari