Hi life can be so tough, I will be 3 years next Feb and I still have ups and downs. I still look back and think wow that did just happen to me, somehow you get through it. I agree that most of us are the strong ones in the family and used to running everything it is hard to let go of that control. Come back and visit often we have all been where you are now. I know that sometimes I can be in a crowded room of people and I feel alone.
The best piece of advice that I was given was give yourself a break it is a tough trip xx