Hi Narwoo. I'm so sorry about your diagnosis :(
I was diagnosed a week ago and still have a lot of that to come before me. I have to say, when i go looking for information, I usually end up in a worse mood than when i started so i definitely empathise with you on that one.
I wonder if doctors try and put some distance between themselves and the patients given how many cancer patients they are actually seeing. It must be incredibly difficult for them.
I'm hoping you get all your results soon. The wait is awful :(
Best of luck to you, Angela.