Loss
I have had a number of posts in my head for the past couple of weeks but keep stopping when it comes to writing them. I'm not sure why? Is it that I don't want to share? Is it that it always seems ...
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I know I need some time but that is coupled with the fear of just how much time I have left. I have seen this week just how fragile life is. Just how quick the decline can be.
I wouldn't change a thing. I am richer for knowing these wonderful people. I have also experienced more grief than I care to deal with.
Yes, there is a lot of good stuff but there is a whole lot of stuff we have to deal with that no one else is dealing with. While I can tell myself how wonderful it is that I have grown through the experience. I still would rather not experience a life limiting illness.
I'm a little further up today -I've cried for my friends some more, I've cried for me some more, I've cried for my kids some more. Creates good space and energy.
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