Loss
I have had a number of posts in my head for the past couple of weeks but keep stopping when it comes to writing them. I'm not sure why? Is it that I don't want to share? Is it that it always seems ...
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I too am dealing with bc friends who are struggling to live. I feel such fear in my heart as I know that it will be my fate also one day. I pray that it is a long way off. Sometimes I just want to run away or alternatively be normal again. One part of me says disconnect with all things related to cancer - heh that would include me. My connection with all people living with cancer has enabled me to meet the most amazing people ever. Confusion - Yes. It is pleasant being with inspiring souls who have a passion for all things good. It makes it so easy to avoid "the nasty empty" cancer-free people. It is extremely difficult living with cancer. It is a different life altogether. (heh there is a lot of good stuff) Whilst I am well do I live like there is no tomorrow or do I "pull my head in" and just be thankful for what I have. I can talk the talk to others but it is not so easy from within to self. I think it is time to return to my wonderful Life Coach. Life is wonderful - only confusing. Take the best care of yourself that you can Mandy. XLeonie