Hi NE, I so hear you. My rads finished last week of November after chemo and bilateral mastectomy. I'm not a crybaby or prone to crying in front of strangers but when a lovely physio asked me how I was I just lost it. Needless to say I am now seeing a counsellor, frustrated about work not letting me come back on reduced hours, oldest teenager self-harming, lack of intimacy etc etc. It all just gets to a point where you can't deal with everything at once. If you need to vent, go right ahead. Writing/typing how you are feeling is also cathartic and I find helps to clarify any underlying issues not related to my now testosterone filled body.
Happy thoughts to you
xxx Debbie