Sister
6 years agoMember
Letrozole and Prednisolone
I posted on another discussion thread the other day that my oncologist was very unhappy with the joint pain that has gradually crept in over the 8 months or so that I've been on Letrozole. As well as okaying painkillers, he gave me a first option of prednisolone over 7 days to see how it would work. I took my first one this morning, hoping that it would make a perceptible difference and that I might see some improvement by the weekend. I got up from my desk at midday and walked across the office - shocked that I thought about the process after I had already taken a few steps. Tonight, during dinner, I got up from the table to let the cat out. To make it clearer, I just stood up in one motion and started walking. Last night, to get up from the table took me swinging around sideways in the chair, painfully levering myself up using the table and bench for support, getting my balance, then slowly straightening my body over the course of a number of hobbling steps. I turned around to go back to the table and saw one of the kids with her mouth open - "Mum! You just got up to let the cat out - did you realise that!"
I feel overwhelmed...I don't know what I feel... I knew it was bad but I don't think I realised how restrictive it has become. I'm scared in case it's some anomaly. I'm scared to hope that it will keep improving and that the improvement will continue after the course is finished. I'm not sure I can go back to feeling the way I was.
I'm not saying that I'm pain-free. My legs are really aching after a day at work and my joints are still sore but they're sore in a way that I can feel it, not stiffening up and sore in a way that I can't actually do anything.
I feel overwhelmed...I don't know what I feel... I knew it was bad but I don't think I realised how restrictive it has become. I'm scared in case it's some anomaly. I'm scared to hope that it will keep improving and that the improvement will continue after the course is finished. I'm not sure I can go back to feeling the way I was.
I'm not saying that I'm pain-free. My legs are really aching after a day at work and my joints are still sore but they're sore in a way that I can feel it, not stiffening up and sore in a way that I can't actually do anything.