Hi Narelle sorry to read that it's not easy and a lot of people don't get it. Cancer council is brilliant call their main line. I've called them 4 times during this year of treatment. They have an awesome phone buddy system where they match you with a survivor I used that in the beginning. I also called twice when I thought I was close to chopping off insensitive people's heads lol - recently I also got a referral via cc to private counsellor which has been awesome now that my treatments have almost finished hugs Tracy