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twhi8749
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10 years ago

I'm a lady with five tattoos - Radiotherapy Planning Session

I have now become a woman with 5 little blue tattoos (which are hardly noticeable and took a coupleof days to find on my skin)! I was tattooed Friday when I attended my radiation simulation/planning session. 

So there I was, bare breasted (yet again) with the radiotherapist and two nurses surrounding me as I lay on the table ready to be prepped for the 3D CT scan for the simulation when a nurse says "you don't mind if I touch your breast do you?" "Feel free" said I, "almost everyone else has". They burst into laughter as they moved me this way and that to get me into position with my arms above my head and my hands holding onto a bar. My radiation oncologist appears (lovely man) waving a marker pen at me. Discussion ensues as I lay there peering up at the machine and then he tells me that he is going to start to mark up my breast, grins at me when he finishes and then disappears. The radiotherapist proceeds to mark my breast with dots and wires and then proceeds to read off numbers. (I would have loved to have seen what my breast looked like at this stage but I wasn't allowed to move).  They comment that my ribs lie low (most people are at 9 mine are at 10 (whatever that means) - amazing what I find out about my body that I didn't know before!). By this time, I have pins and needles in my hands and my arms feel slightly numb.

Finally, they tell me that they are ready to scan me and that I should lie still and breathe normally. (I take long slow breaths to keep calm, counting between each one) and a short time later they tell me it is all over. Still lying there, they strip me of the wires and dots and then the tattooing begins. (Thy tell me that these small tattooed blue dots are hardly noticeable and will allow them to lie me in the exactly in the same position for my sessions of radiotherapy). My hands are now completely dead and my arms are more than numb.  I'm warned with every prick of the needle but feel little.  And then it is over.

Once again dressed, I then meet with a pleasant radiotherapy breast nurse who runs me through what creams. soaps,etc. I can use during treatment and what problems I might encounter with radiotherapy (ie redness, blistering, etc. etc.). I'm also told that because it is Easter the Holman Clinic (the only radiotherapy clinic in Southern Tasmania) is extremely busy and that I will have to wait another four weeks before my treatment begins and I'll only be given 2/3 days notice.  I leave the clinic feeling happy. Waiting a few more weeks before my treatment begins doesn't bother me - it means my breast will be given an extra two weeks grace to lose its swelling (I'm still a size larger on my treated breast) and to heal after two re-excisions. I am not complaining. The Holman Clinic (although extremely busy) has state of the art equipment and the clinic itself is modern and new - thanks to the rebuilding program of Hobart Hospital. As for my care and treatment, I have no complaints, it's been amazing.  The support staff, nurses and doctors have been extremely informative, friendly and pleasant.  

I'm off to an information session at the clinic this afternoon "Preparing for Radiotherapy" where we will be shown the machines we will be treated on.  Family and friends are welcome.  My husband thought it would be a good idea to attend and is quite interested in  the machines and to see where I will be treated.  Couldn't ask for better support.

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  • Thanks Deb, it's good to hear how others coped with radiotherapy and your story shows that it can be a positive experience if sometimes "sad" experience.  I hope you are able to arrange a meet up for coffee post radiotherapy so that you can keep in touch with those you met.  I was offered transport but turned it down as my husband is able to drive me in daily (thought I would leave it for those who really needed it).  The breast care nurse did suggest that I join an afternoon group for tea and cakes where a beautician shows us how to use make up, etc.  She thought I would enjoy meeting others. Luckily, I did not need chemo (nor hormone therapy) as my cancer was in situ.  I have met some women through my visits to my surgeon - some have made me laugh, others are just so brave.  

    I can just imagine how difficult it is when treatment is complete and losing those friends made in treatment who have been supportive.  I'm looking forward to finishing but know I will worry re recurrence once it is finished!  It's something I will have to come to terms with.  I have read that as the weeks and months pass it becomes easier.  It's made me very aware of my body and I'm getting to know my breasts - now checking them very carefully weekly (even though my DCIS was not palpable when diagnosed) and keeping an eye on any breast changes.  It gives me peace of mind by doing so.  

    Anyway, thanks for your post, which I enjoyed reading.   Keep in touch.  Sue

     

  • TWH what a lovely story to share. The only inconvenience about radiation therapy was that I was unable to drive as I had just had an hysterectomy so they provided drivers for me. So there was a little bit of waiting to be picked up but not many times. I met a group of people & we became friends and wouldn't hear our names called over our chattering. I was the first to leave after 5 weeks & it was full of hugs, kisses & exchanging emails, fb details. Not all were breast cancer & sadly one of our group passed away in January, even though we only met for those 5 weeks we had cancer & treatment in common & felt her loss.
    I wish you well on your journey of radiation, I found when I finished the burning became more prevalent than during the treatment. Otherwise I had no trouble & finishing, although it should be a good feeling, I felt lost especially knowing the others were still seeing each other. I even had their final dates beside me so I knew as each one was finishing up.
    Hope this becomes a positive phase of treatment for you like it was for me, remembered with fondness & friendship. Deb