I lost it. CT scan, axillary clearance

Hi Brenda,

I must say I'm impressed. All you did was cry? I would have let fly and given them both barrels with a few expletives!  Perhaps if you lifted your shirt the surgeon may have recognised your boobs seeing a your face didn't trigger anything. I could feel my anger rising on your behalf just reading your post. Maybe they were having a bad day but let's face it, their bad day couldn't possibly measure up to how you are feeling. If you feel strong enough, perhaps mention his lack of bedside manner/acknowledgement the next time you see the surgeon. Let's face it, you have a long road ahead and you need to feel comfortable with your team moving forward. Having a big cry is like an emotional vomit. You feel hagged right now but hopefully tomorrow you will feel that some of the stress has lifted a bit. Hang in there. It is so terribly difficult at this early stage when you still really don't know what you are dealing with and it feels like the goal posts keep moving. Sending positive energy your way.  Karen xox