I so wanted a sleep in today but once awake just can't go back. So soent the dsy feeling tired day 11 for me today. I'd eorn makeup ladt night as we wnt out for tea. Taking it off before bed I too had that moment. No hair. Really really dark under my eyes...plus some spots presently and blood when I blow my nose. Massaging my bilateral mastectomy scars before bed with vitamin E. We definetly are showing our battle scars. But I managed for a few hours last night...despite those scars, no hair, feeling queasy and also my weight gain...to feel still beautiful for just a few hours last night. We are stronger than we realise. Kath x