I was just starting to feel like I had turned a corner from the last few years. I lost my husband of 27yrs to a much younger woman. Then I had a melanoma that spread to my right lung and had it taken from me. I have already had a hysterectomy and now I have to lose my breasts. The crazy thing is that they tell me that this is breast cancer and not part of the other cancer I live with every day. That's crazy!
I feel like I had nothing left. I am so emotional and am struggling to stay strong.
I do have some wonderful family and friends but this has got to be so hard for them to see me like this again. I haven't told my mum and dad yet because they have already lost my sister to cancer when she was 35 and my brother in an accident when he was 12. I just hate putting them through this again.