My god that is one long trail of posts, and like others I was in tears reading about your trip back to hospital today. As much as 5 hours is a long time I am glad it was just a blood blister.
Rest, rest and rest some more, rely on others for just a bit longer and be kind to yourself. After my last surgery I realised my head wasn't where it should be and got a referral to a pschologist, honestly it was a great move, she is wonderful and i feel so much better having just talked it all through with someone. I am sending you love and light.
Take care
Donna