Holy Sh*it it's finally happening!

So yesterday, I noticed that I was losing a few strands of hair! Well today, I am losing more than a few!

Went to bed last night and my scalp felt sore and everytime I would roll over, my hair felt like it was pulling! Really uncomfortable! Woke up this morning with a headache (not surprising).

After having a shower and running my hands through my hair, quite a large amount of strands appeared and my head hurt! As the day as progressed, more strands and more ouchy.

Thought I would cope pretty good, but I feel really sad. Its really happening! Its really here!
I'm nervous! I'm scared!!

Am going to shave it all off tonight, when I finish work! There's no way I want to wake up tomorrow with another headache and lots of hair in my bed. But I'm scared!

Its just another hurdle I need to jump!

F*ing Cancer, F*ing Chemo!!!

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