Hi Sarah, this is my first post, so I hope I have done it right. I was dagnosed with advanced cancer in 2005 and have managed to stay well and relatively unchanged in that time. I think everyone here understands about the loneliness. I have been having the Zoladex implant once a month since I was first diagnosed. Everyone is different and we all have different responses to it. Lucky for me I haven't had much of a problem with it, just the hot flushes more than anything. I too work part time and have only missed about two days of work. My girls are older now, but I know it must be hard for you with such a little one.
It's great that you have written something. I find writing down my feelings and how I am feeling is a great way to think about it and then get over it. I write exactly how I am and I even use the "rude" words. Writing stops me staying at the bottom of the barrel too long.
Good luck on your journey and feel free to add me as a contact if you like.
All the best. Tracey