Have Hit the Wall

This is my supposed good week before my final TC on Monday (silver lining at least I’m on the home stretch) but I just seem to have hit a wall in the last couple of days. All the symptoms have compounded and when normally I would feel “normal” I still have numb/tingly bottoms of feet and toes, extreme muscle soreness and weakness (feel
like I have run a marathon), the fatigue has been getting worse this week - I’m about to head home to bed for the rest of the day, I feel all bloated like a puffer fish and just feel very unattractive and uncomfortable in my own skin and today for some reason I just feel like bursting into tears which is very unlike me. Excuse my language but fuck u cancer, and chemo, and all the surgeries, and the tablets to come - u all suck!!!

Sorry everyone, today’s whinge over!!