Oh lovely, I hear you. Pretty much my journey too except didn't know family history so BRCA2 diagnosis after everything else was a huge shock.. Frustrated and sad at the prospect of more surgery after BC but ended up doing a full hysterectomy and so glad it is over now. We are blessed in a way to have the means to be proactive but is is a lot to deal with on top of BC I know. My daugher is 18 and my son 14. They will get life insurance sorted before being tested but just the prospect of them maybe having to consider prophelactic surgeries etc is daunting. Hope you get good results and if it isn't what you hoped for then for peace and guidance in making decisions that needs to be made. Hugs x