frustrated

Thanks for your replies. I'm too teary to be out in public at all. I don't really have a friend or family member to vent to like that. I find I have t be strong for everyone else. I'd really like to meet someone else who's going through it but the support group I have attended doesn't allow for you to meet and talk. It's mostly about the guest speaker or the topic for the night or the dinner. To be fair I've only made it twice.  I have to rely on a friend to be free to take me.

I'm not in the outback but feel like I may as well be. I haven't even been able to drive so am relying on family to get me to my appointments as well as do the cleaning, cooking, shopping etc. My bc nurse has been unhelpful so far to say the least. I have complained about the whole service from Orange Oncology so maybe this time I'll get some support. I have met my radiation therapist who's been fabulous already just calling once a week to check on me and I'm not even his patient yet. So stupidly I'm looking forward to radiation therapy now. Thanks for listening. Nicole x