I've been wondering how you were going. It does seem like a long tunnel of treatment to go through and I felt like you in that I could not wait to start so that I could it over with! I hope your tunnel has a few skylights to let the sun shine in along the way. Mine did. If you need vent along the way, please share your worries with us so that we can help you through. It will be tough but you have a great attitude that will help you through. Wishing you a speedy and bump free trip through that tunnel. Take care. Deanne xxx