Jules74
12 years agoMember
Finally feeling apprehensive
I've had a total "F*ck You Cancer!" Attitude since receiving my ILC diagnosis on Oct 28th. However, tendrils of fear have begun their slow creep. Tomorrow (Mon Nov 25th) I have my post surgical follow up appt to find out EVERYTHING; pathology, results of CT Scans, PET Scans etc. I thought they could tell me just about anything; I.e. - the worst news involving metastasis but now I'm not so sure what my reaction will be. The fact that the BEST news I receive tomorrow will be "only" removal of your left breast, full axillary clearance & systemic treatment is required is actually kinda fucked up if I view it from the perspective of someone without a cancer diagnosis. Oh well, just let it go Julie; can't control this one, nothing to do but hold on tight & enjoy the ride....