honey I know. i know exactly where you are coming from. I had lumpectomy and sentinel node biospy. got my results had radical mastectomy and total axillary clearance 2 days later. Its bloody scary and it happens so fast, but looking back over the past few weeks, Im glad it happened that quick because it gave me no time to think about it too much.
You can get through this too. I know you can. We will be with you every step. I can even come visit you in hospital if you feel up to it. IT will be ok. Just think it will all be over by christmas and you can have your plan in place and move onto the next step in your treatment plan.
just look at your little boys beautiful face every time you get scared. thats what I do and i then gather my next wind xxx
Im here if you want to scream, vent, cry or laugh. my call is a second away.
xxxxx Jodie