emotion is going through hell

Hi Sydney, oh dear dear....you need a cry and a real real good cry, however you are not alone.   You are still lovable and sweet.  We are all here.

You had a lovely hubby that was wonderful, tell you even just 1 day is whole life..... instead sitting there and upset, you need to live more positive, and holding his hand.   We all can't tell what will happen tomorrow.  Just because of that, we shouldn't waste today.

I know how you feel, and I feel how you feel.  Ever since I was diagonised, surgery(s), check up, chemo treatment, Radio treatment (just finished 3SEP), are alllllll by myself only.

So go and love your husband and your brother, love for those who loves you, don't waste today.

Frankly, you did the best part already - surgery.  After care like chemo/radio/hormone treatment are reinforcement progress.  The worst stuff already been taken away.  As another lady said in another blog, don't let the cancer have you.  don't let them had a chance.  You are the boss of your body, you are in charge.

Loving you and walk with you.

Xoxo Rosanna