I've been awake since 4 am. My anxiety/ frustration is mounting again as I near the end of rads (6 days to go), with the ugly flap of tissue under my arm swelling and becoming more horrible than ever. I need to kick myself out of this state of mind.
My heart goes out to you and I do hope, with help from here and/or elsewhere that you get on top of this state of mind. We feel like we've been dealt a crook hand when the treatment gives us unexpected challenges, both physically and emotionally
Take care and best wishes for the end of rads
