Dragged back to reality
Well six weeks after my first planning appointment I now have my second planning appointment for radiation on Tuesday 12th June
Not quite sure how I feel.........I was left feeling a bit flat after being told I couldn't go ahead with radiation due to the large hematoma (I really just wanted to start and finish treatment asap) but then I went back to work, back to the beach, back to normal life really well apart from the modified diet, quitting smoking and not as much red wine ;) Now I feel I am being dragged back to cancer world and well..........here we go again. I think I have been in denial for the past six weeks you know like it's was all a bad dream and if I work hard enough, exercise long enough and just stay busy it can't catch me again but reality is back and radiation will start within 7-10 days after planning appointment.
Oh well head up big deep breaths and just get on with it Georgie.