You are not alone. I have struggled being a natural medicine first gal to even enter into the medical side but I have. It's not been easy for me head wise and physically. I told them last week not doing the last chemo, they have now offered me an alternative which I am thinking about. You must speak up when you have question and be strong In Your quest to find something that sits with you. Everyone is individual and you have to ask and push a little to see of there is another option if you are not happy. My time through chemo 5 times has not been an easy ride. Though because it was rough I've now found my determination to find a balance in all of this. I have created this page with info and natural stuff on my journey which I add to often. I do meditation listening to YouTube meditations almost everyday research when I'm in the mood, I do accupressure points again Found on YouTube, do nutribullet juices/smoothies etcc...to nourish my body without I referring with the action of chemo. If you are interested here is my facebook page. Anyone is welcome and encouraged to share and comment on anything natural they used to help them through this journey. Love and healing to you, we are stronger than we believed. :-) https://m.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1445396859068237&ref=bookmark