janinaj
12 years agoMember
Day 4
Wow what a week. I really had hoped for the easier experience that I had heard so much about. But here I sit, in bed, still nauseas and soooo tired. Don't want to complain too much but it's hard not to be honest.
There have been three times this week that I have felt ok (I.e. Not sick and nauseas). They have lasted about 30mins each but I've held on to them each time. They have been little moments of heaven.
Today is my first day without steroids. I've been told to expect a slump so I'm ok with how I feel right now. Just sicky and tired. Super tired. Can hardly be bothered going to the bathroom. But I keep drinking copious amts of water in the hopes that it is getting rid of the chemicals quicker.
The nurse on day one told me to do 45mins of exercise every day. I have no idea how that could be possible this week. I'm hoping she meant next week because that would have resulted with me in emergency dept this week.
I can't do this 15 times. Gawd I hope the Paclotaxel is easier than the AC. One AC down, three to go.
Sorry to be so down. I'm usually much more sprightly.
Hope everyone else is feeling much better than I am right now oxoxo