Damn it damn it damn it white blood cells too low for next FEC round.

It happens, @Unicornkisses. The white cells fluctuation thing is a bit of a mystery, and yes, it's possible for them to do a substantial bounce.
Don't stress too much about the Neulasta, most people cope without major side effects. Claratyne helped me when I got to the stage it was a deal breaker. Chemo is a lucky dip, I've had crap responses in some ways but have never had any nausea--you only know how you will react when it happens to you.