Hi Molly001. Do you have a breast care nurse? They are great at addressing obsessive type questions, at least, mine is. I am also rather OCD and have been frantically cleaning and cooking before I start Chemo tomorrow.
I am going to have to learn to relax more about it because my husband is not quite as bad as me.
I am sure there will be good times when I can do things, I am on a different cocktail of drugs to you FEC+D but also on the three weekly cycle.
I understand the steroid days can hype you up a bit, and you will be okay to get somethings done.
Maybe some baskets to throw the mess into until you can deal with it will help get your mind organised in the not so good days.
I am hoping to do small tedious things like the mending while I am sitting on the lounge.
even if I get just one thing done a day it will be better than nothing.
We will be okay!
We will get through it one treatment at a time!
And when we are finished this shitty treatment we can have a jolly great clean out and get everything back into order, and even toss out lots of stuff.
It will be very therapeutic.
Best of luck on Thursday, Jennie